So something about I can't update this thing because the internet isn't working at my apartment, but I am back home for the weekend so I thought I'd take the opportunity and make the most of it.

I'm keeping India and Ian this weekend while my parents are out of town.  I think that my grandparents are coming into town tomorrow night - I'm pretty pumped 'bout that.  Britt is also coming back tomorrow night.  Yay for roomates.

Things to do this upcoming week:
1) Buy new spinning reel to go fishing
2) Fishing the marshes for Redfish with Dad (Tuesday)
3) Buy a bike
4) Start classes back
5) New RUF songbooks for USM

So my hobbies have been sporadic this summer.  Tennis and I didn't do so well, but I am going to try to get Niki Nihila from Delta Sig to teach me this semester.  I run every once and a while still.  I wish I ran more, but I'm afraid I will run all my weight off...and I'm lazy.  I'm ready for ultimate to start back up.  Then my running will have more meaning.  I also need to workout again; I think it's past time for that.  I've been putting puzzles together again as well.  I like puzzles. Kaitlin had some psychological mumbo jumbo about it, but I got confused.  I just know that I like puzzles...and "I Heart Huckabees."  (definitely a Brad movie)
Of all my hobbies, my newest favorite has to be fishing.  Wilcke has convinced me to get a fishing kayak.  Muchos fun.  My dad also has some patients with places to fish, which takes care of my biggest problem since I don't have a pond in my yard.

Here's my kayak to be...(hopefully)

"Something I Can't Be"

Have you ever been abused
by the things no one could tell you
Or wonder what it's like to lose all that you want?
Have you ever been so close to holding everything you hoped for
Just to have it slip away from you?

Have you ever been paralyzed in your mind
from overthinking all the time?
It's no wonder I'm still here.
But everyday I wake up dreaming that she is next to me
And I'm not ready to give up yet.

I can't give up yet; no, I won't
It was to close to everything to me
And I'm not ready quite yet to believe
That it wasn't everything to you

I never meant to hurt you, and
You were never just that girl to me
But there's just something that I don't understand
And you need something I can't be

                      ~ Schaeffer Smith 8/1/05